Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends?I’m the fat friend
Are you depressed? I have been diagnosed
Ever tried to commit suicide? Yup. Countless of times.
Ever hurt yourself on purpose? Yes
Ever been to a psychologist? Have to go to one every week and a different one every month.
Lost weight? Yup.
Gained weight? Sadly yes.
Have you ever woken up crying, and why? I have dozens of times. I hate when I wake up. I never want to.
Do you drink? I have.
Do you smoke? Nope
Do you take drugs? Nope
Does your weight affect your mood? Yeah, it does
Do you weight yourself daily? Yes.
Have you ever gone through a whole day without food (fast)? Yes.
Have you ever skipped a meal? I skip almost every meal.
Have you ever spit food out? Almost every day.
HABITS:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[x] I purge if I think know I ate too much
I AM:
[x] anorexic
[x] bulimic
[x] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[] drinking something
[x] Under 100lbs
[x] fasting/starving myself
PEOPLE:
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat
I WISH:
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 88 lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[x] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
APPEARANCE:
[x] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes all the time
[x] I have self made scars
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I wear glasses
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles
[] Cup size is (B)
[] I am pear shaped
[x] I am petite
